A reading resolution
I knew it was a bookstore sort of day.
I knew it was so, that I planned my entire morning around being free in the afternoon to roam rooms of books and rooms that spilled into other rooms of more books. I swear to you Powell's Books seeps euphoria.
Do you ever have those kind of days? When the only thing you want to do is smell, touch and read books?
Many read to escape reality and maybe I'm just the same. I can't say there was anything to avoid this otherwise regular Tuesday, but nothing was clearer than the fact that my heart wanted to leap between pages and lie there for a while. The possibility to happen upon a work that could change my life might also have some weight in this matter.
Do you ever turn pages hoping that within might lie a gem of wisdom that you will remember forever?
This might be the exact reason that I last-minutely walked past the writing section, landed eyes on Natalie Goldberg's, "The Great Failure," picked it up, skimmed over the back, and called her a keeper.
Maybe, in some sort of serendipitous-sort-of-way, Goldberg's gold covered memoir was the only real reason I went downtown today? Perhaps between the hard covers is a story that might interweave with mine, and/or spill open a truth that I didn't know I was searching for and will sing prelude into my life's next chapter?
Such is the mysterious adventure in books and in reading. Maybe I'm romanticizing a bit?
With the tick of freezing rain bouncing off the window pane, steeping mint tea and a stack of beautifully unread books on my nightstand, I have finalized my decision on my first read for the year 2011. Instead of Vladimir Nabokov's, "Lolita" or Virginia Woolf's, "A Room of One's Own," I begin with "The Great Failure: A Bartender, a Monk, and My Unlikely Path to Truth." It came about when I had other things in mind, but so goes life--
many, many unlikely paths leading to truth.
Now, I hope it's a good one.
{UPDATE: I'm two pages in and already marking this book up! This is a very good sign.}

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p.s. I failed to mention it then, but I will now. The Bible tops the charts for me. It is in a category of its own, and changes lives. every. single. day.
I just found this over at The Red Thread and wanted to show all of you who haven't yet seen it. Have you read Eat, Pray, Love? It seems the masses have been debating over this book. Did you love it? Hate it? I have to say I thoroughly enjoyed it--as much or more than these cupcakes I am about to devour.
xoxo


And while I am on the subject of books, a few things...
Isn't this dreamy?
Now that I have finished Water for Elephants, I am focusing on September's Book Club read, Care of the Soul by Thomas Moore. I'm also working on Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott.
How about you? What are you reading? Any suggestions for me?
xoxo,
C
"Book-love, I say again, lasts throughout life, it never flags or fails, but, like Beauty itself, is a joy forever." The Anatomy of Bibliomana Vol.II - Holbrook Jackson
"Only in books has mankind known perfect truth, love and beauty." George Bernard Shaw
"For books are more than books. They are the life, the very heart and core of ages past, the reason why men lived and worked and died, the essence and quintessence of their lives." Amy Lowell
"The true university of these days is a collection of books." The Hero as Man of Letters - Thomas Carlyle
I find this passage so important. I've come across it a few times over the years and it makes me want to forget the mundane and get back to work! It reminds me that time NEVER stops and the wishes and dreams--the ones worth fighting for, wont fight for themselves. The intrinsic happiness will not appear as a wrapped gift on the porch one morning, but waits to be created, nurtured and handled with an immense amount of patience and care. Happy dreaming and living!
photography by la petite fille de faon

Boy, do I love my books! I have a personal relationship with my books. I look to my favorites when I encounter different obstacles or want to refresh on certain moments when I was struck with truth. Truth for my life. Everyone's truth and perceptions vary, so I am sure that what strikes me may seem far-off or crazy to some, or ring true for others. What I do know, is that there is such power in writing. It's packed full of emotion and explanation. Best of all, we can learn from each other in this way if we listen.
And now a few excerpts from Rilke:
"Be patient toward all that is unresolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now."
"So you must not be frightened,... if a sadness rises up before you larger than any you have ever seen; if a restiveness, like light and cloud shadows, passes over your hands and over all you do. You must think that something is happening with you, that life has not forgotten you, that it holds you in its hand; it will not let you fall."
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